I don't enjoy family gatherings.

its been so long! stooooopid tumblr.

i really hate people but then again....i love people a lot and probably wouldn't be as happy if i had no friends.......

i'm writing so many people letters! i've wrote 2 and 1/2 tonight and i'm exaughsted. 3 and 1/2 more to go tomorrow! (want me to write you a letter? give me your addresss!)

suck.

 

lifes boring. nothing to write about.

I have a therapist now which helps me get stuff out and i dont have a computer. i'm sneaking this blog in on my moms laptop.

 

 

i have no energy to blog. BLAH.

This morning i woke up with a runny nose and a cough and Leon telling me in was quarter till 7:00am and asking me if i wanted some eggs and toast. I honestly did not want any eggs and toast but since i figured most people don't wake up to someone cooking breakfast for them i accepted the offer. I finally rolled out of bed at 7:00am and dragged myself to the kitchen. He scrambled the eggs. ugh. I forced the flavorless eggs and salty buttered toast into my mouth and down my throat then dragged myself back upstairs at 7:20am where i quikly threw on pants over my leggings i had slept in and a comfy sweater i bought at goodwill this weekend. I Grabbed my bag off the floor, put on my granny shoes, glanced at the clock (7:33am), and ran down stairs and out the door. Leon and I grooved to Elton John on the way to school. He dropped me off at 7:46. I was a minute late as usual. I walked to the side door which in right next to the auditorium where my first block is. The door was lokced. fuck. I walked quikly across the grass to the main entrence and walked down the hall to Chorus. I walked into the auditorium and everyone had already started warming up so i just threw my stuff down, grabbed my binder and took a seat in the back. Chorus was complete hell. I could barely sing so i raised my hand and asked if i could go to the nurse. The nurse wrote up a dismissal slip for me and leon picked me up. When I got home a drew a hot bath and lied in it for a while. After my bath I grabbed a pillow from my bed, walked down stairs and took a nap on the couch. I woke up around 2:00pm and mom told me they were having some buisness guy come over so i had to go upstairs. I lied in my moms bed and watched movies. I watched the Baby Sitters which was a about babysitters/prostutes and was alright. I also watched At the Death House Door which is from the point of view the prison "death house" chaplain in Huntsville,  Texas. That was interesting but kind of repetitive so i only watched about 3/4 of it. I also watched The Royal Tenenbaums which was awesome. Probably one of my new favorites. now i'm going to sleep some more.

I think These Days - Nico really sums up how i've been feeling lately.

SOmeone buy me a snake...or a bunny...or a kitty....or a monkey...